I'll have a real post at some point. Maybe tonight. ...For now, here's some videos.
First off, we have the newest animation. It's very short and has no background. It's a test for a film my friend Dora and I are working on. It will be cute and creepy and lovely.
Mr. No video! Click! It's cute!
His name is Mr. No, and he protects the children at the park.
Next up, we have the only Deddrie animation ever. It's uncolored and needs a lot of fixing up. I have two other ideas for animations... but I hope to understand computers and the concept of only drawing a background once before I attempt either of them.
For now, you get this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZEr3xi3eMsA
And of course, Dr. Pheesh. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rJ8qIPEJxkA
This one is one of those videos I will keep forever for the sole purpose of showing the future husbands, wives, and children of everyone who let me film them in this piece of crap. There are three of them total. Yep.
Friday, December 9, 2011
Saturday, December 3, 2011
How Minor Speech Impediments Make Snakes Terrible, and The Reason I Stopped Watching Barney
Recently, my 17 years old, decrepit, and not particularly functional cat Jackie was put to sleep.
It was for the best.
She was no longer happy or healthy.
I'm sure she will rule kitty heaven with an iron paw.
Back in the day, she was playful, had ear mites, and in general was just a strange and adorable all black short hair.
When we got her, I was on the look out for a fluffy white cat, so I could name him or her Gabriel like the cat in The Crow.
I was that kid.
Yeah.
But I found Jackie.
I had heard stories of an orange cat named Pumpkin from before I was born, and I decided that since when I draw Jack O' Lanterns, the eyes, mouth, and nose are black, this black cat would be named accordingly.
Basically, I named this cat after a cat I had never even met.
It didn't even occur to me that she was a "Halloween" cat, but that would have made significantly more sense.
There are three other things you should know for this story.
One, my sister loves all things snake related.
We always had a snake or two.
Being not a fan of worm like things, I was not particularly fond of snakes, but they didn't really bother me much at the time.
They were just creepy green worms with heads.
Between this day and the time when my mom got bitten on the face by one of them, I'm not so keen on snakes now.
My mom was fine.
I was bothered.
Years later, the Sandworms of Beetlejuice are fine... so that's a start, right?
Another thing you should know is that my bed was on the ground. I had a box spring, a mattress... and that was it.
This was my choice.
The idea was that my closet monsters were good, but my under-the-bed monsters wanted to eat my feet.
Specifically.
Eat my feet.
So, I had the bed right on the floor to keep the monsters at bay/suffocate them horribly.
Lastly, I had a lot of trouble speaking as a kid.
I had been almost entirely deaf until about four years old.
It was just fluid in my ears, but I needed tubes twice, because the first time didn't work.
So, a minor ailment that many people have did exactly what one would expect it to do to a child learning language early on.
One day, I was awakened by Jackie mewing.
It was kind of annoying as I was trying to sleep, so I got up, picked her up and took her out of my room.
After plopping her on the ground, I went back to bed.
A few moments later, she was back, mewing even louder. I tried to ignore her.
Finally, I got up to get her out of my room again, knowing that this time, I'd shut the damn door.
Then, I realized that my head felt rather heavy.
The snake had gotten out of her tank and wrapped herself in my hair.
She flew out of it when I ran the Hell out of my room screaming, "SNAKE IN HAIR! SNAKE IN ROOM! SNAKE IN HAIR!"
No one had any idea what I was talking about, understandably.
Still, I remember being quite frustrated.
Eventually, I took my mother by the hand and dragged her to my room to show her the snake, who was happily slithering all over everything I ever owned.
The snake's tank had velcro holding the top on from that day forward.
...
As for Barney, this was another case of my poor communication skills, coupled with my very loose grasp of reality as a child. Sure, having a vivid imagination is one thing, but not when it is horrifying.
I loved Barney. I had the doll and everything. I think I liked that he was purple and green. Years later, I developed a love for T-rexs, and I wonder how much of that is because of that dinosaur.
One day, Barney was drinking a glass of "milk".
I felt very smart, knowing that there was nothing actually in that cup.
It was only pretend milk.
Knowing this, somehow the next part was not rationalized in a better way.
In drinking, Barney tilted his head up towards the lights. You could see the person inside of Barney, through the black mesh of his mouth.
Instead of thinking, "Oh no! Barney is just a dude in a suit!! Childhood over!"
I ran around the house, frantic, believing that it was of the utmost importance that I let everyone know Barney's dark secret.
Barney eats human beings.
As though warning of the British arriving, I said "Barney ate somebody! Barney ate somebody!"
I was told not to watch that show anymore. I didn't argue.
I even got rid of my doll, because it was forever on creepy to me.
There was also an incident while watching the Ghostbusters cartoon.
I loved that show... but when I was just a hair too young, there was something about ...a giant... ghost... chicken?
Apparently, I was terrified of chickens.
I don't know.
All I know is that I wound up running around the house screaming "BIG SCARY CHICKEN! BIG SCARY CHICKEN!" because three word phrases are all I could ever muster whilst in a panic caused by television.
...Or snakes in my hair.
It was for the best.
She was no longer happy or healthy.
I'm sure she will rule kitty heaven with an iron paw.
Back in the day, she was playful, had ear mites, and in general was just a strange and adorable all black short hair.
When we got her, I was on the look out for a fluffy white cat, so I could name him or her Gabriel like the cat in The Crow.
I was that kid.
Yeah.
But I found Jackie.
I had heard stories of an orange cat named Pumpkin from before I was born, and I decided that since when I draw Jack O' Lanterns, the eyes, mouth, and nose are black, this black cat would be named accordingly.
Basically, I named this cat after a cat I had never even met.
It didn't even occur to me that she was a "Halloween" cat, but that would have made significantly more sense.
There are three other things you should know for this story.
One, my sister loves all things snake related.
We always had a snake or two.
Being not a fan of worm like things, I was not particularly fond of snakes, but they didn't really bother me much at the time.
They were just creepy green worms with heads.
Between this day and the time when my mom got bitten on the face by one of them, I'm not so keen on snakes now.
My mom was fine.
I was bothered.
Years later, the Sandworms of Beetlejuice are fine... so that's a start, right?
Another thing you should know is that my bed was on the ground. I had a box spring, a mattress... and that was it.
This was my choice.
The idea was that my closet monsters were good, but my under-the-bed monsters wanted to eat my feet.
Specifically.
Eat my feet.
So, I had the bed right on the floor to keep the monsters at bay/suffocate them horribly.
Lastly, I had a lot of trouble speaking as a kid.
I had been almost entirely deaf until about four years old.
It was just fluid in my ears, but I needed tubes twice, because the first time didn't work.
So, a minor ailment that many people have did exactly what one would expect it to do to a child learning language early on.
One day, I was awakened by Jackie mewing.
It was kind of annoying as I was trying to sleep, so I got up, picked her up and took her out of my room.
After plopping her on the ground, I went back to bed.
A few moments later, she was back, mewing even louder. I tried to ignore her.
Finally, I got up to get her out of my room again, knowing that this time, I'd shut the damn door.
Then, I realized that my head felt rather heavy.
The snake had gotten out of her tank and wrapped herself in my hair.
She flew out of it when I ran the Hell out of my room screaming, "SNAKE IN HAIR! SNAKE IN ROOM! SNAKE IN HAIR!"
No one had any idea what I was talking about, understandably.
Still, I remember being quite frustrated.
Eventually, I took my mother by the hand and dragged her to my room to show her the snake, who was happily slithering all over everything I ever owned.
The snake's tank had velcro holding the top on from that day forward.
...
As for Barney, this was another case of my poor communication skills, coupled with my very loose grasp of reality as a child. Sure, having a vivid imagination is one thing, but not when it is horrifying.
I loved Barney. I had the doll and everything. I think I liked that he was purple and green. Years later, I developed a love for T-rexs, and I wonder how much of that is because of that dinosaur.
One day, Barney was drinking a glass of "milk".
I felt very smart, knowing that there was nothing actually in that cup.
It was only pretend milk.
Knowing this, somehow the next part was not rationalized in a better way.
In drinking, Barney tilted his head up towards the lights. You could see the person inside of Barney, through the black mesh of his mouth.
Instead of thinking, "Oh no! Barney is just a dude in a suit!! Childhood over!"
I ran around the house, frantic, believing that it was of the utmost importance that I let everyone know Barney's dark secret.
Barney eats human beings.
As though warning of the British arriving, I said "Barney ate somebody! Barney ate somebody!"
I was told not to watch that show anymore. I didn't argue.
I even got rid of my doll, because it was forever on creepy to me.
There was also an incident while watching the Ghostbusters cartoon.
I loved that show... but when I was just a hair too young, there was something about ...a giant... ghost... chicken?
Apparently, I was terrified of chickens.
I don't know.
All I know is that I wound up running around the house screaming "BIG SCARY CHICKEN! BIG SCARY CHICKEN!" because three word phrases are all I could ever muster whilst in a panic caused by television.
...Or snakes in my hair.
In all fairness, I still kinda hate chickens.
Friday, December 2, 2011
On Mornings and Happy Depressions
Technically, I'm a morning person. I wake up without an alarm, unless I'm sick. When I don't have something to do, I often spring out of bed, wide awake.
This causes me to get ready and feel really accomplished...
Until I realize that I have nothing to do.
Meanwhile, when I do have something to do, like class...
There is also a third option, now that I've moved. We have people come over randomly, without so much as a phone call. I also have a boyfriend who had no concept of foresight or planning. Now, if I were a friendly person, this would not be a problem. At all. ...But I'm not... At all.
As such, this is a typical situation:
In reality, these people are generally very nice. We just have a poor system of communication in my house.
In fact, some of "these people" are actually my friends. I just don't do well when startled.
Like, at all.
I smile, nod, and sit there trying to make polite conversation, but then I feel drained. It's left over bits and pieces from a social anxiety. Give me an office and/or an appointment, and I'm awesome. Show up and startle me, and I'm just a heap of unhappy.
So, I wind up feeling drained. Emotionally drained, for no real reason.
As a result, once someone else comes home, I tend to retreat to my bedroom to try to get that private awesomeness I wanted to begin with. Sometimes, this will last for days and wind up a strange sort of happy depression.
A "happy depression" is the only way I can really title it.
I go for sometimes a week or so not wanting to leave my room or get dressed or do anything productive other than art-related crap... But I'm very content.
I don't want to hang out.
I don't want to deal with anything ever.
I think about dropping out of school forever (I won't. Chill.)
I think that I could some how magically draw for a living and just sit there doing what I love instead of ANYTHING ELSE, even fun things.
From the outside, this looks like a bout of depression.
From the inside, I question if it is one.
But... I'm pleased.
These are the days where I either get up at the crack of dawn, or I get up around noon.
See, there is also this issue of time, when it comes to mornings.
The hour I wake up has a lot to do with how that day will go and feel.
Sometimes, when I wake up too early, I think, "Awesome! I can go back to bed for a couple more hours!"
This is terrible. It never ends well, and yet... I do it all the time. It's like a dog repeatedly running into an electric fence. ...Why? Why do I do this to myself? Do I think it will suddenly change?
What happens is, first, I can't go back to sleep until I go to the bathroom. I try to trick myself sometimes into not fully waking up, by not turning the lights on, or not entirely opening my eyes:
But I'm always kind of awake when I get back. So, I'm either too awake and thus can't go back to sleep, which is better...
Or I go back to sleep, and my body treats it like a nap.
My body hates naps.
Sometimes, I wake up too late (even when I have nothing to do, there is a "too late" around 2PM) and feel like an utter failure.
Or, sometimes, I wake up at the time I wanted to be up... and then I'm just miserable. I feel like I've not gotten enough sleep. Like all that sleep before just doesn't matter and is completely replaced by the two or three hours that just happened.
Getting up in the morning is often helped by my determination to get my boyfriend awake.
He actually has shit to do, and would rather sleep for half the day.
So, I get up in order to pester him relentlessly.
He's thankful, but he also seeks vengeance in his own way...
He also occasionally makes horrendous noises in his sleep that make me think he is dying and/or possessed.
This causes me to get ready and feel really accomplished...
Until I realize that I have nothing to do.
Meanwhile, when I do have something to do, like class...
There is also a third option, now that I've moved. We have people come over randomly, without so much as a phone call. I also have a boyfriend who had no concept of foresight or planning. Now, if I were a friendly person, this would not be a problem. At all. ...But I'm not... At all.
As such, this is a typical situation:
In reality, these people are generally very nice. We just have a poor system of communication in my house.
In fact, some of "these people" are actually my friends. I just don't do well when startled.
Like, at all.
I smile, nod, and sit there trying to make polite conversation, but then I feel drained. It's left over bits and pieces from a social anxiety. Give me an office and/or an appointment, and I'm awesome. Show up and startle me, and I'm just a heap of unhappy.
So, I wind up feeling drained. Emotionally drained, for no real reason.
As a result, once someone else comes home, I tend to retreat to my bedroom to try to get that private awesomeness I wanted to begin with. Sometimes, this will last for days and wind up a strange sort of happy depression.
A "happy depression" is the only way I can really title it.
I go for sometimes a week or so not wanting to leave my room or get dressed or do anything productive other than art-related crap... But I'm very content.
I don't want to hang out.
I don't want to deal with anything ever.
I think about dropping out of school forever (I won't. Chill.)
I think that I could some how magically draw for a living and just sit there doing what I love instead of ANYTHING ELSE, even fun things.
From the outside, this looks like a bout of depression.
From the inside, I question if it is one.
But... I'm pleased.
These are the days where I either get up at the crack of dawn, or I get up around noon.
See, there is also this issue of time, when it comes to mornings.
The hour I wake up has a lot to do with how that day will go and feel.
Sometimes, when I wake up too early, I think, "Awesome! I can go back to bed for a couple more hours!"
This is terrible. It never ends well, and yet... I do it all the time. It's like a dog repeatedly running into an electric fence. ...Why? Why do I do this to myself? Do I think it will suddenly change?
What happens is, first, I can't go back to sleep until I go to the bathroom. I try to trick myself sometimes into not fully waking up, by not turning the lights on, or not entirely opening my eyes:
But I'm always kind of awake when I get back. So, I'm either too awake and thus can't go back to sleep, which is better...
Or I go back to sleep, and my body treats it like a nap.
My body hates naps.
Sometimes, I wake up too late (even when I have nothing to do, there is a "too late" around 2PM) and feel like an utter failure.
Or, sometimes, I wake up at the time I wanted to be up... and then I'm just miserable. I feel like I've not gotten enough sleep. Like all that sleep before just doesn't matter and is completely replaced by the two or three hours that just happened.
Getting up in the morning is often helped by my determination to get my boyfriend awake.
He actually has shit to do, and would rather sleep for half the day.
So, I get up in order to pester him relentlessly.
He's thankful, but he also seeks vengeance in his own way...
He also occasionally makes horrendous noises in his sleep that make me think he is dying and/or possessed.
Thursday, December 1, 2011
The Birthday Bashing
I have a tendency to be very dramatic when the situation does not call for it at all, and then not dramatic enough in times of crisis.
Some examples:
When washing dishes:
When out of chocolate:
When hair comes out in the shower:
When the lights go out during a storm:
But, recently, I had an incident where I should have responded more dramatically, and I didn't.
At all.
It was my birthday.
It started out great! My (at the time) boyfriend took me to the zoo!!
I was ecstatic. We saw everything. There was a Bengal tiger, a freaking jackal, seals and sea lions:
At one point, we wanted to see the "nighttime" animals, thinking that there may be bats. We got very lost, searched some more, and found that we were right by them to begin with.
There were adorable things... but there were only three of them. ...and no bats.
Also, there were little orange monkeys that were adorable and my boyfriend wanted to feed them but I was like, NO BITCH and he was like BUT DEY BE CUTE!
*ahem*
We got cotton candy, beverages, and a pretzel with cheese.
I was very pleased.
Nobody got eaten.
Then, we went to dinner with two of our friends. I got a very tall glass of god-knows-what-alcoholic-something-with-strawberries. There was a SHIT TON of crab, which was lovely, and way too much food in general.
My boyfriend commented on the rather large, goblet like glass he had for his beer. Being my father's daughter, I asked the waiter if we could buy said glass. It was only $8 for this rather hefty thing, so why not? Especially since he paid the rest of the tab.
Then, we went to the store to get some fabric. A day or two later, I used said fabric to make this:
He now has spines on his back as well. The outer one is named "Fido" and the inner on is "Fred". He's about 90 inches long, because I'm insane and have a problem.
EDIT: Look! Spines!
Anyhoo! On the drive back from the store, we were chatting. I said, and I quote, "This has been, like, the perfect day!"
And then we got T-d.
On my side.
Ow.
My door was crushed. I got smooshed. We both had whiplash and hurt heads. No blood or anything. No concussion.
My left thigh was pretty seriously bruised. I was limping for a couple of days.
What happened, really, was that Saabs are amazingly safe, so I didn't die. However, my airbag punched me in the arm, sending me smashing into the center console. So, with my seat belt on, I didn't go flying onto my boyfriend, but I still got pretty banged up.
This is where I should have panicked, but I didn't. You would think, "oh, what a wonderful life skill!", but no.
What I mean is, since I got the wind knocked out of me, I wasn't really breathing well at first. I sat there wheezing. My boyfriend asked if I was okay. In my head, I didn't think "Oh shit, I may have just been crushed in some way, since I'm having a hard time breathing..." No. I thought,
Quickly followed by, "oh no! I have to save the left overs!!"
I blame my mother for this. I feel she responds to similar situations in similar ways.
In fact, a few days later, my mother actually asked, "So, what happened to the left overs?"
...The answer is that my boyfriend had a *bit* more to think about than drippy bags of food.
In any case, while that was all a bit shocking, it ended well for me.
I got to ride in a fire truck. Yeah. Heated fire truck... which I thought was funny.
They took me home. ...Well, they took me home after being a little too friendly for a bit:
I politely declined their offer of being a mascot. Ever see Rescue Me?
Just like that.
Later on, we went to a hospital, just in case. They gave us pain pills and stuff to relax our muscles, but said we were fine beyond that.
We were put in separate rooms, which was reasonable, except for the snooty man saying "Before you ask, NO, you may NOT share a room!" I half expected him to call us imbeciles or philistines.
When my bullshittery was done, I had three different people tell me what room my boyfriend was in, and to "Go to him!" So, naturally, I figured he was going to die. Here is where I panic for no reason. I stayed calm, and it was both comical and horrifying to see him plopped on that hospital bed in nothing but a gown. It was his demeanor that made it comical, really.
He is a very chill dude. I need that.
Anyway, we were both fine.
When I first got home (via fire fighters), Tiger looked at me, put his hands on my waist and asked "Does it hurt here?" When I said no, he then picked me up. I like that he checked first. It was very cute.
At one point during this whole thing, a police officer took my information. When he saw that it was my birthday, he very quietly asked, "It's... It's your birthday?"
He had a look on his face like the love of his life had just dumped him.
I wanted to give him a hug.
After a while of awkwardly pausing, he said, "Happy birthday?"
He and the car were clearly the real victims here.
EDIT: Because more than one person has asked, yes. Yes the goblet survived. It was HEFTY and perfectly fine. My now-ex has apparently spent the next year bitching about his shoulder being kinda funny, but we'll chalk it up to him being a delicate little flower at six foot whatever. My hip is still wonky from time to time, but I suck it up and deal like a man. UMPH.
Some examples:
When washing dishes:
When out of chocolate:
When hair comes out in the shower:
When the lights go out during a storm:
But, recently, I had an incident where I should have responded more dramatically, and I didn't.
At all.
It was my birthday.
It started out great! My (at the time) boyfriend took me to the zoo!!
I was ecstatic. We saw everything. There was a Bengal tiger, a freaking jackal, seals and sea lions:
At one point, we wanted to see the "nighttime" animals, thinking that there may be bats. We got very lost, searched some more, and found that we were right by them to begin with.
There were adorable things... but there were only three of them. ...and no bats.
Also, there were little orange monkeys that were adorable and my boyfriend wanted to feed them but I was like, NO BITCH and he was like BUT DEY BE CUTE!
*ahem*
We got cotton candy, beverages, and a pretzel with cheese.
I was very pleased.
Nobody got eaten.
Then, we went to dinner with two of our friends. I got a very tall glass of god-knows-what-alcoholic-something-with-strawberries. There was a SHIT TON of crab, which was lovely, and way too much food in general.
My boyfriend commented on the rather large, goblet like glass he had for his beer. Being my father's daughter, I asked the waiter if we could buy said glass. It was only $8 for this rather hefty thing, so why not? Especially since he paid the rest of the tab.
Then, we went to the store to get some fabric. A day or two later, I used said fabric to make this:
He now has spines on his back as well. The outer one is named "Fido" and the inner on is "Fred". He's about 90 inches long, because I'm insane and have a problem.
EDIT: Look! Spines!
Anyhoo! On the drive back from the store, we were chatting. I said, and I quote, "This has been, like, the perfect day!"
And then we got T-d.
On my side.
Ow.
My door was crushed. I got smooshed. We both had whiplash and hurt heads. No blood or anything. No concussion.
My left thigh was pretty seriously bruised. I was limping for a couple of days.
What happened, really, was that Saabs are amazingly safe, so I didn't die. However, my airbag punched me in the arm, sending me smashing into the center console. So, with my seat belt on, I didn't go flying onto my boyfriend, but I still got pretty banged up.
This is where I should have panicked, but I didn't. You would think, "oh, what a wonderful life skill!", but no.
What I mean is, since I got the wind knocked out of me, I wasn't really breathing well at first. I sat there wheezing. My boyfriend asked if I was okay. In my head, I didn't think "Oh shit, I may have just been crushed in some way, since I'm having a hard time breathing..." No. I thought,
Quickly followed by, "oh no! I have to save the left overs!!"
I blame my mother for this. I feel she responds to similar situations in similar ways.
In fact, a few days later, my mother actually asked, "So, what happened to the left overs?"
...The answer is that my boyfriend had a *bit* more to think about than drippy bags of food.
In any case, while that was all a bit shocking, it ended well for me.
I got to ride in a fire truck. Yeah. Heated fire truck... which I thought was funny.
They took me home. ...Well, they took me home after being a little too friendly for a bit:
I politely declined their offer of being a mascot. Ever see Rescue Me?
Just like that.
Later on, we went to a hospital, just in case. They gave us pain pills and stuff to relax our muscles, but said we were fine beyond that.
We were put in separate rooms, which was reasonable, except for the snooty man saying "Before you ask, NO, you may NOT share a room!" I half expected him to call us imbeciles or philistines.
When my bullshittery was done, I had three different people tell me what room my boyfriend was in, and to "Go to him!" So, naturally, I figured he was going to die. Here is where I panic for no reason. I stayed calm, and it was both comical and horrifying to see him plopped on that hospital bed in nothing but a gown. It was his demeanor that made it comical, really.
He is a very chill dude. I need that.
Anyway, we were both fine.
When I first got home (via fire fighters), Tiger looked at me, put his hands on my waist and asked "Does it hurt here?" When I said no, he then picked me up. I like that he checked first. It was very cute.
At one point during this whole thing, a police officer took my information. When he saw that it was my birthday, he very quietly asked, "It's... It's your birthday?"
He had a look on his face like the love of his life had just dumped him.
I wanted to give him a hug.
After a while of awkwardly pausing, he said, "Happy birthday?"
He and the car were clearly the real victims here.
EDIT: Because more than one person has asked, yes. Yes the goblet survived. It was HEFTY and perfectly fine. My now-ex has apparently spent the next year bitching about his shoulder being kinda funny, but we'll chalk it up to him being a delicate little flower at six foot whatever. My hip is still wonky from time to time, but I suck it up and deal like a man. UMPH.
Wednesday, November 16, 2011
Commissions are open again!!
My commission info:
(Sorry, but I'm too busy/poor to do things for free... Though I will often take suggestions for Deddrie comics.)
Prices:
Pencil Sketch:
Bust- $20
Waist Up- $30
Full Body- $35
Add $15 for background
Add $10 for each additional character
Inked Lineart:
Bust- $25
Waist Up- $35
Full Body- $40
Add $20 for background
Add $15 for each additional character
Colored Digitally:
Bust- $35
Waist Up- $45
Full Body- $50
Add $25 for background
Add $20 for each additional character
Colored Traditionally:
Bust- $45
Waist Up- $55
Full Body- $60
Add $25 for background
Add $20 for each additional character
Props/Costumes are free!
Mixing and matching also works. For example, a traditionally colored full body ($60) and a penciled in background ($15) is a total of $75
Shipping: If you want the original copy, please include an additional $4 (along with your address) for anywhere in the US. Ask me about international shipping.
Otherwise, each commission is sent by e-mail as a high quality jpg. If you want something else, tell me.
Rules:
* I'm reserving the right to say no sometimes. This only applies to really rude people. I'll draw pretty much anything. If I don't know how, I'll find a reference.
I can do original characters or fanart. When drawing original characters, I like LOTS of reference! Send me the most detailed descriptions you have or better yet, pictures of the character.
Again, while extra characters/animals and backgrounds are more, any props are free and considered part of the costume.
* I accept paypal through Deddrie@gmail.com. It's the easiest way to go about things. Try to make sure you are sending it in $, and include your name or the commission title, so I can keep track of who is who.
I'll only accept payment in advance. Sorry about that, but the fact is that I know I'm good for a commission. I don't know if I'll ever receive payment. This has happened many times.
* Please send me a note/email with a detailed description of the commission you want, and give me as many references as possible. I want this to be exactly what you want. Plain and simple.
I would appreciate payment and requests within 3 days.
* I usually send a sketch for validation, in case you'd like to change some little things before finishing it. When I have your GO, then I ink/color/whatever you had asked for.
* I'm reserving the right to print and sell some commissions I've drawn, and the right to include sketches of commissions into my sketchbooks for sale. Thank you for understanding. Don't worry, I'll credit you. Especially if it's of a personal OC of yours. I can even link your website, if you have one.
I'm going to take five commissions to start. Comment/note/email me (Deddrie@gmail.com) to reserve a spot.
(Sorry, but I'm too busy/poor to do things for free... Though I will often take suggestions for Deddrie comics.)
Prices:
Pencil Sketch:
Bust- $20
Waist Up- $30
Full Body- $35
Add $15 for background
Add $10 for each additional character
Inked Lineart:
Bust- $25
Waist Up- $35
Full Body- $40
Add $20 for background
Add $15 for each additional character
Colored Digitally:
Bust- $35
Waist Up- $45
Full Body- $50
Add $25 for background
Add $20 for each additional character
Colored Traditionally:
Bust- $45
Waist Up- $55
Full Body- $60
Add $25 for background
Add $20 for each additional character
Props/Costumes are free!
Mixing and matching also works. For example, a traditionally colored full body ($60) and a penciled in background ($15) is a total of $75
Shipping: If you want the original copy, please include an additional $4 (along with your address) for anywhere in the US. Ask me about international shipping.
Otherwise, each commission is sent by e-mail as a high quality jpg. If you want something else, tell me.
Rules:
* I'm reserving the right to say no sometimes. This only applies to really rude people. I'll draw pretty much anything. If I don't know how, I'll find a reference.
I can do original characters or fanart. When drawing original characters, I like LOTS of reference! Send me the most detailed descriptions you have or better yet, pictures of the character.
Again, while extra characters/animals and backgrounds are more, any props are free and considered part of the costume.
* I accept paypal through Deddrie@gmail.com. It's the easiest way to go about things. Try to make sure you are sending it in $, and include your name or the commission title, so I can keep track of who is who.
I'll only accept payment in advance. Sorry about that, but the fact is that I know I'm good for a commission. I don't know if I'll ever receive payment. This has happened many times.
* Please send me a note/email with a detailed description of the commission you want, and give me as many references as possible. I want this to be exactly what you want. Plain and simple.
I would appreciate payment and requests within 3 days.
* I usually send a sketch for validation, in case you'd like to change some little things before finishing it. When I have your GO, then I ink/color/whatever you had asked for.
* I'm reserving the right to print and sell some commissions I've drawn, and the right to include sketches of commissions into my sketchbooks for sale. Thank you for understanding. Don't worry, I'll credit you. Especially if it's of a personal OC of yours. I can even link your website, if you have one.
I'm going to take five commissions to start. Comment/note/email me (Deddrie@gmail.com) to reserve a spot.
Tuesday, October 25, 2011
Fun Facts!
Here, I shall post a list of facts about me so that we can get caught up again. They are the answers to various questions that have been asked of me over the years by random Deddrie fans and such. Anything specifically asked to Deddrie will be answered in comic form when I stop being really lazy and swamped with other things. Woo.
I'm all out of questions to answer. SO! If anyone reading this thinks of one, I'll go ahead and give you an answer. ...In fact, it will probably be way more information than you wanted. YAY!
- I now live across the country from where I used to live.
- I hate worms. I don't know why. Irrational phobia turned to utter disgust?
- I have three tattoos. They are all on my back. No, I won't post pictures here.
- I have had around ten surgeries, all on my head. This is because a couple were done twice. Even the cosmetic ones were more to help the inside. For example, my front teeth are implants. As such, my idea of what I look like is a bit skewed. I do not see imperfections where there is nothing wrong, but I do see what my actual skeletal structure looks like. As odd as it sounds, I am self conscious of my skin, my hair line, and my bones.
- In a perfect world, I would draw comics all day. Someone else would ink and color them... and do the lettering. I would write out the scripts and draw them in pencil. That's it. To be some kind of journalist or get a story published would also be nice. Either way, neither of those are "Psychologist" by any means. Still, that is what I am going to school for. Hopefully I will help someone help him or herself at some point.
- Back in the day, I was allergic to pretty much everything food related. These days, it's really just tree nuts and chick peas. Occasionally soy gives me issues. As such, I have gained weight and this is a good thing.
- My favorite candy flavors are grape and strawberry.
- I have many favorite animals. Shark, T-Rex, bats... especially those little fruit bats... So cute! Uh... Llamas. Fuckin' love llamas and sheep. I can't even explain. Any kind of fat rodent also pleases me. ...And fluffy cats. I like fat things. I don't know.
- Deddrie is a comic strip type thing. Donna Pierce is a comic book type thing that has no color or background yet. Issue one is "done" besides that. ...We'll see where that goes. I have to write where it's going. The pacing is... odd. I had another idea at one point called "Duck U" about some cartoon ducks in college. It was stupid.
- As for stories, the ones I care about are the Gekman/Jedi series (there's like five or eight or something now...), Rise and Descent, Ugly Fish, Stitches, Cream, Beyond Skin, and Another Brick in the Wall.
- I have an older sister who lives with a few diagnosed mental illnesses. She is almost eight years older than I am. There was no middle child.
- Worst physical habit? I slouch. Also, I scratch myself when freaked out. I have a million bad mental habits though. Too many to list off, really.
- My favorite authors... Robert Louis Stevenson, Hunter S. Thompson, Phillip K. Dick, Lewis Carroll, Glen Duncan, Neil Gaiman, Roald Dahl... Too many to name.
- I won't even try to name off my favorite comic book writers. ...Some characters though would be Dogwitch, Madman, The Creeper, Lenore, Evil Ernie, The Crow, Johnny the Homicidal Maniac, Alucard, The Mask... and all the girls from Azumanga Diaoh. There are so many others... but that'll do for now.
- Favorite movie, honestly, is Beetlejuice. I don't know why. I really don't. I think it's the stripes.
- I'm oddly obsessed with wide black and white stripes. I find them sexy, I guess?
I'm all out of questions to answer. SO! If anyone reading this thinks of one, I'll go ahead and give you an answer. ...In fact, it will probably be way more information than you wanted. YAY!
Monday, June 6, 2011
Moving.
My need to set up and feel at home in this room is a bit silly, as I will only be here for two months.
I keep going through old crap to decide what I would really be upset to leave behind.
As is, I am sleeping on someone else's bed. However, I've been fairly content these days, if a little lonely, which, quite frankly, I feel is deserved.
A prospect that may turn out to be nothing still seems much preferred to a sure fire thing that was making me unhappy. I tried being what I deem "normal" and I didn't like it. It didn't fit. I need to be in something that is normal for me, rather than the society which has shunned so much of what I am.
I started reading old messages about how I have to stay here for so much longer and how I 'can't possibly' pick up and move, no matter how much I'd like to. That all seems silly now. I've been consistently unhappy and feeling out of place for a very long time. It was less so in MA. I think that's why, though my time at Montserrat ended rather poorly, I miss it so much. If it's NY causing this disjointed feeling, it is better to just move.
Ever since I got past the idea of uncertainty and the thought of possibly taking a risk for once in my life, I've felt better. There is a sense of relief where once there was fear. A sense of hope seems new to me.
I don't really expect everything to work out perfectly. There have been some people who feel the need to warn me, as though I haven't thought of every possible worst case scenario already. I am a negative person by habit at this point. There is absolutely no viable reason to explain how stupid I'm being or how I'm going to fail one way or another. These are people who clearly do not understand how my life has gone thus far.
I already lost everything once. I lost it and pretended that it didn't matter. I lost it and tried to replace it with something everyone else deemed more meaningful. I've still felt empty. It just does not make sense to continue living my life for everyone else. It isn't your life. It's MY life and I will live with any "consequences".
What? I might wind up homeless? I've been there.
I may not be able to find a job, and go days without food? I've done that.
I may not be able to follow my dream, and may instead be forced into something I don't care about? ...Really? If one more person even says this to me, I may actually snap and kill whoever says it. What do you think put me back in Albany to begin with? Does anyone really think I wanted to live the life I'm in? Somehow, "friends" notice that I am unhappy and just chalk it up my being an angry person. Believe it or not, I can be quite serene.
I'm ready for a change. Even a bad choice. Anything. A bad choice is still a CHOICE and that is something I have not had in a very long time. Even if my arm falls apart. Even if I wind up in so much pain that I pray for death. I don't care. It will be worth it, because at least then, I can say I tried. At least then, I will be able to say that I did not die after having just given in forever and giving up everything I am.
I would rather live one more day as my true self, than 80 more years as this strange canvas upon which someone else has already painted.
The last time I took off my mask for a bit, I found that very few people preferred my real face.
I have been told over and over again that I always look unhappy when I am not, and then only one or two people notice when I am actually upset. My mask just does not line up with what I'm feeling most of the time. It's as simple as that... and I'm tired of it.
I keep going through old crap to decide what I would really be upset to leave behind.
As is, I am sleeping on someone else's bed. However, I've been fairly content these days, if a little lonely, which, quite frankly, I feel is deserved.
A prospect that may turn out to be nothing still seems much preferred to a sure fire thing that was making me unhappy. I tried being what I deem "normal" and I didn't like it. It didn't fit. I need to be in something that is normal for me, rather than the society which has shunned so much of what I am.
I started reading old messages about how I have to stay here for so much longer and how I 'can't possibly' pick up and move, no matter how much I'd like to. That all seems silly now. I've been consistently unhappy and feeling out of place for a very long time. It was less so in MA. I think that's why, though my time at Montserrat ended rather poorly, I miss it so much. If it's NY causing this disjointed feeling, it is better to just move.
Ever since I got past the idea of uncertainty and the thought of possibly taking a risk for once in my life, I've felt better. There is a sense of relief where once there was fear. A sense of hope seems new to me.
I don't really expect everything to work out perfectly. There have been some people who feel the need to warn me, as though I haven't thought of every possible worst case scenario already. I am a negative person by habit at this point. There is absolutely no viable reason to explain how stupid I'm being or how I'm going to fail one way or another. These are people who clearly do not understand how my life has gone thus far.
I already lost everything once. I lost it and pretended that it didn't matter. I lost it and tried to replace it with something everyone else deemed more meaningful. I've still felt empty. It just does not make sense to continue living my life for everyone else. It isn't your life. It's MY life and I will live with any "consequences".
What? I might wind up homeless? I've been there.
I may not be able to find a job, and go days without food? I've done that.
I may not be able to follow my dream, and may instead be forced into something I don't care about? ...Really? If one more person even says this to me, I may actually snap and kill whoever says it. What do you think put me back in Albany to begin with? Does anyone really think I wanted to live the life I'm in? Somehow, "friends" notice that I am unhappy and just chalk it up my being an angry person. Believe it or not, I can be quite serene.
I'm ready for a change. Even a bad choice. Anything. A bad choice is still a CHOICE and that is something I have not had in a very long time. Even if my arm falls apart. Even if I wind up in so much pain that I pray for death. I don't care. It will be worth it, because at least then, I can say I tried. At least then, I will be able to say that I did not die after having just given in forever and giving up everything I am.
I would rather live one more day as my true self, than 80 more years as this strange canvas upon which someone else has already painted.
The last time I took off my mask for a bit, I found that very few people preferred my real face.
I have been told over and over again that I always look unhappy when I am not, and then only one or two people notice when I am actually upset. My mask just does not line up with what I'm feeling most of the time. It's as simple as that... and I'm tired of it.
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