At one point, I found myself crying in front of the toilet.
At another? I stood up, my head started spinning, the room went dark and then I woke up on the floor. I checked for pain or bruising and determined that I had had the sense to lay down, rather than just collapsing, so that's good at least.
Another "oh thank the powers that be" moment, was when my dentist's office called to tell me all appointments were canceled. This was because of the weather. I was happy to not have this appointment as it was for a very tiny hole that is threatening to be a problem. Had a cap fallen off or something, then I would have been more upset. Instead, this was a blessing.
...but then... I started thinking about it. On the phone, she had stated that my dentist would still be in today for emergencies. That means that he had the sense to say "I don't want any of my patients to die just for the sake of a cavity" but then he braved the weather himself, ice and all, to be there "just in case". The man has children.
So, in my already ill state, where I personify objects and make up ridiculously dramatic stories in my head (and outloud) about where the people in commercials come from, I pictured my dentist, for whatever reason, walking through an ice storm, with no winter coat, just desperately trying to make it to the office in case someone's cap fell off.
Edit: Okay fine. Here.
Being sick and thinking of my dentist suffering made me less than happy. That's "< <3" for those who only speak in fancy computer language.
Lastly, there is school. I want to get this degree... but I don't want to have to go to class. Mind you, I haven't even met this teacher yet. It'll be my first day with him. My other two teachers are my adviser and a guy I've had for other classes. I like them. ...But I've been ill and unhappy and ick. I do not want to meet someone today and have my first impression be ick.
Yesterday, school was canceled. I have no classes on Tuesdays. ...Yesterday was a Tuesday for those who did not piece that together.
My horse and I will still be picking up my last book, but tomorrow. Today... Today is a crap day. It's a leftover sick day with snow that I may have to trudge through.
OH! But! Okay, so, one of my pieces was donated to a benefit, and a few others may go up in a place in North Adams MA! I'll keep you all posted on that!!
And, come February 11-13th, I'll be selling prints and stuffed cats at Genericon. That's a convention (Genericon= generic convention) at RPI. Woot.
Edit: School was fine. My teacher is very nice and there is a funny girl in my class. I remember liking her in another class, but never caught her name. ...I failed at that this time around too... Whoops.
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